my life today

i've been struggling for the second half of the day over what will happen when my daughter turns one! now that it's 2012 and february is a short month, i have less than 3 months til her birthday, i just can't believe how fast she's growing up! i really want to start weaning her soon but i'm so worried about it all, she won't take a bottle or a sippy cup and the "experts" say to use a cup and give her water and expressed/pumped breastmilk from time to time until she gets used to it. i guess i'll have to try that, but i know my daughter and i know how she is with cups, she loves to play with cups and i've used them as a toy for awhile because it's distracting for her. .  . maybe i shouldn't have done that :) anyway, i'm just nervous she won't get used to a cup because she'll want to play with it. oh well, i guess starting tomorrow i'll start getting her used to drinking from a real cup! maybe she'll learn not to tip it when there is stuff in it!! i just wanted to write out my thoughts, this has been bugging me for so long becuase she hasn't taken a bottle since she was 3 months old, and she's only taken 2 in her life! especially now that her teeth are coming in i'm anxious to start the weening process!! i hope over 3 months i can get her to wean properly. i'm most worried about her nighttime feeding, she sleeps all night except one feeding and usually once a week or so she'll sleep all night, so i'm not sure how easy cutting out that one will be!! and as boring as all of that was, i'm done!